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Van Occupanther

I am loving the songs that I am finding during this winter break. You have to check this one out. Its somewhere along Indie/rock or Folk/Rock. šŸ˜€

I must be careful now in my steps
Years of calculations and the stress
My science is waiting, nearly complete
One glass will last for nearly a week

Let me not get down from walking with no-one
and if I stumble from exhaustion
These buckets are heavy, I fill them with water
I could ask these people, but I shouldn’t bother

Oh no, I’ve stumbled, was I going too fast?
Some get angry, some of them laugh
They told me I wouldn’t, but I found an answer
I’m Van Occupanther, I’m Van Occupanther!

Let me not be too consumed with this world
Sometimes I want to go home
and stay out of sight for a long time

Let me not be too consumed with this world
Sometimes I want to go home
and stay out of sight for a long time

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Something to look forward to?

Music has been the answer to that for me. Always. Its always something to look forward to, something to make my day brighter and something to get me off my bed even if its just for dancing. There is thing with me, that whenever I listen to something new I feel this urge to immediately share it with other people regardless of the fact that they might or might not like it. Hence today I want to share this amazing album calledĀ Blue Screen Life (2001).Ā Its an album by a band calledĀ PinbackĀ  which dabbles in mostly indie-rock/alternative stuff. Anyway the album is hauntingly beautiful and my first from this band. I am looking forward to listening to their other albums, however in the meanwhile I would love if I could interest any of you guys in listening to this song which is my favourite from this album:

Do tell me if you liked it and why you liked it! I’d love to discuss or just talk. šŸ˜€

A day “well spent”.

Did not wake up. The entire day! Its so frustrating, because I feel I can hear the fat building up on my skin making it thicker every single second. How do I procrastinate so well, I have no clue. But even if the inverted commas make the highlight of this post, the interesting part is, it was in a way a day well spent.

So what if I did not stay up and was productive the entire day (that’s how the justification of a procrastinator begins), when I was finally awake, I spent that time watching this movie called Frances Ha (2013).Ā It was an interesting piece. For the most of it I was completely involved, following the protagonist and her circumstances. I think what made it even better for me was that I am somewhat going through the same phase – a woman in her 20s trying to understand what she wants to do, and trying to find a purpose (i am vacant in that respect as of now). Another thing, the entire movie is in black and white and I am a sucker for B&W. So thanks to those 1.5 hours, I don’t exactly feel shitty right now. Thanks for listening to my rants.

Hesse and Vacations.

Exams are over, so is the current purpose of my life. The only thing that does not work out with vacations is you loose your purpose. All that time I spent giving my exams, I kept thinking, “when will vacations come??”. Because of course, IĀ don’t want to give exams either. But when vacations do arrive, I spend all my time sleeping. So I picked up something today, which I had been planning to read for a very long time. DEMIAN by HERMANN HESSE! The reason I chose this novel is because the epigraph struck a chord with me. It goes like:

All I wanted to do was try to live the life that was inside me, trying to get out. Why was that so hard?

So lets see what tone does this novel set for my vacations. I just felt like writing something again. I shall revisit with my mood-swings and some spoilers.

Confused state of mind

Confusion strikes at the worst times and complications find an excuse to make it worse but I found an escape in music again. But will it last long enough, or is it just my imaginative mind which is too far off from the reality? I want answers about who I want to be but where will I find them? Or am I scared to look for them.. Do I want to like the person I want to be ?