One step forward, two steps back
running and limping, but facing is hard
muffled voices, lie from the start
I’d smile, a poker, but facing is harsh
Been dodging, been judged, but that is not enough
I’d whisper the secrets, I’d hide from the past
I’d kill the dead and rip their heads
but facing I’d stab, I’d stab it forever,
not front but from the back.
The smile, not from the heart,
Betrayal coloured my past,
I’ve only seen them depart, my parts.
I am now, what i was,
But no heart, no past
Just want to end this dark.